// For Youuu *smile*

ehemm.. nak bunga ? beli lah sendiri. *sengih*

this is for you;-

You mean the world to me

As you broke my heart

It sucks that you just can’t see

Now we are apart

Tears roll down my face

I noticed you in a store

And yet I leave no trace

It is you that I adore

I sit in a puddle of my tears

I want to hold you in my arms and feel your lips on mine

I wish you could take away my fears

I know you once felt the same I guess I will be fine

You are the one I have fallen for

Why does it have to be you I adore?

ZzzzZzz~

okay cukup. bye bye.

// the title is not available.

sometimes it's hard to explain how much you care. and it's hurt. yah im hurting right now.

is't wrong to know and love someone even u know the fact that u can't fall in love with him? is't wrong?

erghh. yeah that was wrong. i know.

aku selalu berada dalam situasi macam ni. benci. benci. benci. (!)

so i'd decided to move on. maybe? if i can.. okay! i will.

....

erghh and the fact is i can't.

*sigh*

anyway, thanks for being there. even aku tahu yang kau bukan berada disitu untuk aku, tapi aku tetap bersyukur atleast aku masih ada masa untuk bersama kau. and thanks again for the moment. i'll keep it deeply inside my heart. (cehh) and for sure i'll never forget about it. goodbye my lover.

and one more, terima kasih kepada 'budak tuu' itu yang selalu berada disisi aku! ;DD

p/s: I love the fact that when I'm around you, I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me. *wink*

*maaf jika english terabur. aku cuma, kalau berbicara tentang hati ni aku lebih selesa menggunakan english. takdalah nampak jiwang sangat >,<

// It's hard to explain.

susah nak cerita..

lama tak update blog ni. aku memang selalu takda mood nak update blog. tapi aku perah jugak otak ni untuk memikirkan apa yang perlu aku taip disini. okay, aku dah tau. tapi apa yang aku nak tulis tu sangat susah untuk difahami. its too complecated. kalau pun aku tulis kat sini, belum tentu korang faham. serious.

my life goes on. biasa-biasa ja sekarang. lebih kepada 'ke-sekolah-an.' tiada lagi aktiviti sukan. no more sport. hanya lepak, study, and so on. macam tak percaya kan? bosan tak?

aku baru je habis peperiksaan pertengahan tahun dimana sekarang aku tengah cuti selama dua minggu. bunyi macam seronok. well, we'll wait and see. seronok atau tidak. hmm.

okay sebenarnya aku takda idea nak tulis apa ni. hmm.

aku sebenarnya rindu sangat nak taip panjang-panjang macam dulu. buat ayat bungaa-bunga, jiwang karat (haha) tapi apakan daya, otak aku tak seperti dulu lagi. ada yang mengganggu. ada yang mengganggu? nak tahu apa?

.....

psstt.. you :)

but there's some problem.

I cant. aku tak sepatutnya jadi macam ni. aku sebersalah. aku tersepit. aku takboleh. aku dah cuba. tapi takboleh. aku.. aku.. zzzzzz~

p/s: bosan tak blog aku? :)

// Hati..

Pernah tak kau rasa..

Seolah olah hati ini mahu dirobek, dicampak jauh-jauh?

Tiada lagi hati, tiada perasaan, Jadi kau tak akan sakit!

Kau tak rasa gembira

Kau tak rasa takut

Kau tak tahu marah

Kau tak akan keliru

Kau tak akan membenci

Kau tak akan cemburu

Kau tak kecewa

Kau tak akan sedih

Kau tak terseksa

Kau tak rasa sendiri

Kau tak rasa sunyi

Kau tak mengharap

Kau tak mencinta... (?)

... dan kemudian rasa semua emosi itu (!)

Dan kau akan sakit. again.

I am so full of emotion that I think I'm just waiting to explode!!

Itu yang aku rasa sekarang. kalau boleh, aku nak buang hati aku.

and then..

you can call me heartless!

Itu lebih baik daripada aku jadi 'bom jangka'

p/s: I think I need to get out of here..

44 - L.U.V.E - Pingu Toha

// When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most

aku cekau bendealah jadah tu dekat profile MySpace wany :)

and thia is for you..

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing


p/s: Thanks for everything. your smile, your words, your touch and.. err.. I'm speechless. You make me smile. Thanks again. <3