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"Walaupun kita jauh, tapi kita tetap tengok bulan yang sama" - someone said

ayat ni memang best. dari form two aku dah guna ayat ni. meaningful bukan?

sebenarnya ada kisah disebalik bulan penuh ni. masa tu, malam hari dekat hospital.. aku duduk sorang-sorang, pandang atas, nampak bulan penuh. tenang sangat. padahal masa tu aku memang tengah serabot gila. tapi bila tengok bulan, macam lupa semua masalah. and aku menghantar pesanan ringkas kepada seseorang.

"tengok langit, cantik kan?"

lepastu aku takboleh nak cerita la dia reply apa, kantoi la kalau dia baca. hahaha. (macam dia bukak blog aku pulak kan. hihihi)

nak dipendekkan cerita, aku rapat dengan dia since i was 14 - 15. kira macam sumber inspirasi la zaman muda-muda. ah, tu semua cerita lama. sekarang kalau tengok, still teringat. tapi nak tergelak pun ada sebab tu semua kenangan. tapi macam ni la terciptanya kisah aku suka tengok bulan. cantik sangat bila bulan penuh, dikelilingi bintang. awan pulak seakan-akan memberi ruang untuk bulan dan bintang memancarkan cahaya dia. kan? suka sangat! rasa tenang bila tengok. dengan angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa.. sejuk.. haih. suka lah.

teeeeettt.. tukar topik.

(boleh ke macam tu?)

Orang kata dalam dunia ni ada 7 wajah yang serupa dengan kita. betul tu. aku suka statement ni.

Mirip sangat. Perangai. Cara jalan. Cara berlari. Cara bercakap. Serupa.

Aku keliru disitu. Tersesat dalam fikiran sendiri. minda berjaya mengusai fikiran. Setiap kali lepak.. aku lupa, alpa. yang sebenarnya aku masih dalam bayangan si tuan badan.

damn. ni yang aku tak suka!

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you rawwwwwwwwk! we go girl! yeahh!!

Patience - GNR

Shed a tear ’cause I’m missing you

I’m still alright to smile

Girl, I think about you every day now

Was a time when I wasn’t sure

But you set my mind at ease

There is no doubt you’re in my heart now

Said woman take it slow

It’ll work itself out fine

All we need is just a little patience

Said sugar make it slow

And we’ll come together fine

All we need is just a little patience

(inhale) Patience…

Ooh, oh, yeah

Sit here on the stairs

‘Cause I’d rather be alone

If I can’t have you right now, I’ll wait dear

Sometimes, I get so tense

But I can’t speed up the time

But you know, love, there’s one more thing to consider

Said woman take it slow

Things will be just fine

You and I’ll just use a little patience

Said sugar take the time

‘Cause the lights are shining bright

You and I’ve got what it takes to make it

We won’t fake it, Oh never break it

‘Cause I can’t take it

…little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah,

Need a little patience, yeah

Just a little patience, yeah

Some more pati… (ence, yeah)

I’ve been walking these streets at night

Just trying to get it right (Need some patience, yeah)

It’s hard to see with so many around

You know I don’t like being stuck in a crowd (Could use some patience, yeah)

And the streets don’t change but maybe the name

I ain’t got time for the game

‘Cause I need you (Patience, yeah)

Yeah, yeah well I need you

Oh, I need you (Take some patience)

Whoa, I need you (Just a little patience is all we need)

Ooh, this ti- me….

Since I Don’t Have You - GNR

I don’t have plans and schemes,

And I don’t have hopes and dreams.

I don’t have anything,

Since I don’t have you.

And I don’t have fond desires,

and I don’t have happy hours.

I don’t have anything,

Since I don’t have you.

Happiness, and I guess,

I never will again.

When you walked out on me,

In walked ol’ misery,

And he’s been here since then.

(spoken) Yeah, we’re fucked!

I don’t have love to share,

And I don’t have one who cares.

I don’t have anything,

Since I don’t have you.

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh, oh!

You, you, you, oh yeah!

p/s: Dilema tak sudah-sudah.